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About Me Christina is her name 05.11 a date to remember ▪ a girl living in her own world ▪ love to explore around ▪ in love with HISTORY ▪ different girl when outside her world Exits Ching Hong Donald Felicia Lyndy Kimberly Krystal Jane Jasmine Jie Lin Joan Jocelyn Leslie Shirely Sijia Suqi YunJen *SPORTCLUB* MUSIC |
Wednesday, June 04, 2008 it had been three days since i didn't attend school ever since i fainted at the mall, everyone seem to concern me more than before. during these days i wonder whether is it good that i fainted so that my family will care for me more. everyone looks at me and told me that i had a wonderful family and always don't need to worry at all. yet they doesn't know when ever i reach home there no one at home welcome me. house is filled with empty and cold. when everyone reach home will ask whether got cook, why stay at home didn't help to do housework even i did also does not receive a word "thank you" wonder why i came into this world for... to become the maid for this house? i know my mum and sis care for me a lot but i sometimes felt those emptiness inside my heart which no one can filled it up with. although sometimes i felt blissful with my family but that was only a short moments of happiness. to me, i cherish every moments with them. ever since everyone had started to work, the house seem change a lot. my dream of the house had ruined. dad suspicious of mum, mum stress of work, etc... not like the days we been. always went to school with a happy face just not like me. no one can lend me a listen ear even there is i just can't say it out. to god. i really not greedy at all. i just want all my precious things return back to me and had a healthy body back again. even thought the days i went to see doctor and i know there somethings wrong inside my body if not i will not fainted. i really very scare something happen to me. what should i do. :'( pictures of you ♥ 6:06 PM |
